The Things I've Done

It’s all over now
There’s nothing left for me to do
The bittersweet sadness that surrounds me
Is not enough to keep me down

I should be afraid
But somehow I have lost my fear
And every step I took till now was only to bring me here

I’m standing on top of it all looking at things I’ve done
And all the things that brought me joy don’t look like any fun

As I feel regret and start to sweat whatever did I do?
My mistakes along the way haven’t brought me close to you

There’s no use in crying but inside I feel sick
Wishing it was all a lie, a horrible trick

I can’t go back
I need to leave it behind
You can stay and look longer
But don’t tell me what you find

A troubled past began with a rocky start
It wasn’t a joke
That joke was my heart

I want to leave it behind and I don’t need to know
When you’re loosing all air you just need to go

Someday I’ll be fine
I want that day to be now
I want to stand on my own and I want to be proud

I’ll conquer them all
My demons inside
Until there all gone I won’t give up my fight

The regret and decay
Will only serve to kill

I need to fight my own battles ‘cuz
Then nobody will