Chapter one - part three - Goodbye my lover.A Chapter by I'mma Joker with a sad smile.Chapter one " part three. Goodbye my lover.
Antonio.
I was sitting alone at home staring at the ceiling. I looked around as a goodbye I’ll be leaving off, for the music academy with Logan. I heard the door bell ring, I walked over, I smiled as if it’s Logan but as I opened the door, I noticed it was Heather, my smile slowly faded away. Wow! “Oh, He- Heather, hello” I spluttered stroking my forehead giver her some space to move into the house. “Um, I know you were not expecting me to visit you now, but I know that you’re upset since last night” she spoke softly and I just shook my head sitting down “It doesn't really matter” I replied not bothering to face her, why am I upset again? Well she found the one. I should not be that mad. I shrugged the whole subject off my shoulders and smile at her. “I’m not upset, alright I’m happy for you” I spoke quickly turning to her. She nodded her head. The looks on her face filled with regret and disbelieve and only god knows what’s wrong with that women.
The door bell rang once again, I walked there to open the door, it was Logan he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me in a tight hug before shutting the door. “Oh, look who’s here” he smirks and she looks down then away, I nudged Logan’s elbow with mine then walked where she was. “I will miss you, you know you will always be my best friend” I spoke quietly wishing Logan doesn't hear me. “Yes. I know, well let me be your pen friend till we see each other again, alright? Don’t just ignore me” she spoke and we chuckled at the same time. “Yes, course” I nodded my head then was about to leave before I was pulled by the collar of my shirt into a filled up with deep love and passion, brushing her lips over mine didn't feel right. What the heck is this? I pulled myself away from her without giving myself a chance to kiss her back. My lips were as soft as hers. I moved my finger tip on my lips before wiping it into the hem of my sweater. “You should not ever do this again” I said. “Ever, you naughty” I said warning her with the same index finger of mine. Logan looked at her with disgust and anger; but then his face softens a little looking back at me. “Let’s go?” he whispers with a smile drawn all over his face. I nodded my head pulling Heather behind me so we can lock the house. We walked down to his car I waved to her as Logan started to drive us away. “good bye my lover” I THOUGHT. I noticed he was still quiet angry. “Hey, you okay?” I asked a chuckled passed my lips and he just “ugh-ed” me. So I just shrugged it off. Hours later we were finally there, Praise the lord. “Stay in the car, I will get things ready there so you can attempt the next week’s event and get into the academy, eh” spoke Logan and I looked away closing my eyes feeling like the sun is only directed in my way which is good; cause it’s keeping me warm. I waited here for like fifteen minutes before he was back, my eyes were opened immediately as he got into the car, and a smile plastered on his face. “I’m back” he said and I nodded my head. “Yeah you’re” I looked into my phone as it buzzed and I chuckled “that must be Heather, eh?” he said and I rolled my eyes. “Keep your big fat annoying nose in your damn business” I said then he held my hand “I’m sorry for being jealous and pissed that she kissed you, okay I just couldn't help it” he said trying to keep an eyes on the road. “Logan instead of planning on killing us, just shrug it off and get us going” I spoke knowing this will be a very very long day. I closed my eyes waiting for us to get to his house already. Meanwhile when I opened my eyes I was placed already in bed which caused me to freak out. The room was so beautiful colored in deep blue, white bedside table, while and blue lace curtain; I looked beside me and noticed there Was a classic looking black frame that has a picture of Logan and I sitting on the grass of his garden. I noticed a white fluffy kitten sleeping on the edge of my bed I smile at it. I noticed a knock coming from the door on the right then it was wide opened; Logan came with two long glasses filled with strawberry milkshake. I glanced at him then at the kitten. “Whose kitten is that?” I spoke quietly then he sat down in front of me and wiped my lips which caused me a little shivers I slapped his hand away from me, “it’s yours” Logan speaks quietly lifting it up in it’s sleep. “Logan. Leave the poor kitten alone” I pouted my lips trying to pull it down. “What will we call it?” I awkwardly ask and he walked his hand through my hair. “What do you want to call it?” I itched the back of my head suddenly all the nicknames I would have left my mind. “Ermm... I don’t know. How about mello?” I couldn't stop but smile at my silliness. He nodded his head agreeing “good then” he said and I just looked away as I noticed that he was staring at me. -Flash back- “Antonio, I will never stop admiring you okay, either you accept this or not” said Logan and I just shook my head feeling like I had been trapped into this circle and that it will never stop. Why does he love me that much? What did I ever do to him either? This is not fair, why me? I looked up the brown haired guy and especially looked into his green beautiful eyes I just could not stop looking at it, he moved his knuckles on my left cheek as usual sending some shivers down my spin and wrapped my around him for the very first time and just closed my eyes. “Don’t be upset over Heather, this is life, you can’t always get what you want, and sometimes you need to let go of precious things, to get to more amazing things” he whispered these words and for a weird reason it calmed me down. What is wrong with me?? -Flash back is over- I quickly looked up at Logan and bit my bottom lip, I don’t know what did that mean to him but he just smiled. “Good affections?” he laughs and I rolled my eyes. “I need to pee” I pushed him off the bed probably wasn't in my intentions to do this, but he fell down with the milkshake and landed on the floor and the milkshake on top of his head; I automatically cover my mouth with my hands and then hurried to him, and only God knows, why the hell I ran down to check on him. AM I GETTING ATTACHED TO LOGAN???? I took my sweater off wiping his face and he just chuckled at me. “I’m perfectly fine, and used on all your crazy acts, don’t worry about me” he said sitting up and wiping his head pulling my sweater away. “Silly, why did you take your sweater off?” Logan asked getting up; he threw the sweater in the hamper in his room and got me a big black sweater from the closet. I snatched it and ran into the bathroom and locked the door, I jumped into the sweater and sat on the floor leaning my back against the door pulling my knees close to my chest, I closed my eyes shut as I remembered Heather’s kiss and Logan’s intention kiss. I’m seriously starting to think they both want to kill me? I laughed at the thought. How stupid can I get? I opened the door and walked back to the bed I looked around and noticed Logan was lying on the floor. “Why are you on the floor?” I placed my hands on my hips looking like a long silly vase, I knew why he was laughing and automatically I dropped my arms down. “Because that’s what I like to do … love” he said softly with a teasing look into his eyes, and lips filled with a sly smile.
I ruffled my hair jumping back on bed ignoring him completely.
Damon- I finally was done with my stupid work my uncle gave me in the academy as I turned I saw Logan and just could not help but sneak and freak him out as usual. He turned and smacked my arm. “You got me a heart attack now, how do I live?” spoke Logan in his own girly way placing his hand on his chest and I just laughed. “Why are you here now? We’re starting next week” I asked as we started to walk and he showed me some papers in his hand, and then showed me a picture of looking feminine guy. I chuckled and snatched it out of his hand “who is this cutie?” I could not stop staring at him not to lie. “My boyfriend” he said and I just gasped my life out. “Oh my God, Logan … well would you trade with me? I take him and you take Adam?” I said and Logan smacked my arm. “Adam is not good enough, plus Antonio, not all people can handle him” he said speaking so proud of himself. We walked till we reached my uncle’s office and I waved “ciao” I said then left and he did the same. I walked out and saw the same guy from the picture and just froze into my place. “Oh my god is that him?” I thought then my phone rang and I looked at it, it was Adam. “Hey Adam, what’s up?” I asked and heard nothing but little sobs “Baby, are you okay?” I yelled then heard a deep breath. “Yes. I’m fine, this was a movie on did I freak you out?” I said nothing I just threw my phone in my bag and completed walking after giving the cute guy my last goodbye.
- Every beginning has an ending , and every ending has a new beginning, my love this is not the end, I gotta say good bye my lover.- mine.
© 2013 I'mma Joker with a sad smile.Author's Note
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Added on September 10, 2013 Last Updated on September 10, 2013 AuthorI'mma Joker with a sad smile.Cairo, Egypt., EgyptAboutI'mma Joker with a sad smile. I'm sixteen years old. I have only three best friends. I'm straight. I love writing since I was only nine. I don't remember the reason behind my love and passion towards.. more..Writing
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