God I created a monster

Man or monster? what have we became?

"The evolution is at my fingertips"
    -Alyzjah Kellam
"This kid possess the gift of expression, and he does it well"
    -Alyzjah Kellam

God, I built a monster
Headed direction : Portray this story from the viewpoint of god, god will be the man of how religions view him. The beginning god was lonely, being the most powerful thing in the universe made him in a plane of his own, so god looked at what he could do. Being only one whole that is everything, god decided that god could break god into fractals of life and allow god to live through many things to make god up rather than one, that way god isn't lonely. God decided that he would provide each individual fractal of god with their own unique responsiblity and purpose therefore making them their own being but also god at the same time. Then god figured that he should make a species that just lives in a state of him to provide for a special creature of god. God created the human. All other life would provide for the human and the only responsiblity of the human was to take care of the life that provided them. God hoped that humans would realize god in them so that they to would not be lonely, and so that god to would not be lonely. The human got given the gift of realization and awareness to god and to the things around them. God reached a point where god saw the risk of providing this special species with the ability to think for itself because god noticed how easy it was for interpertaion but god did not care, he made this species god themselves, blessing them with the ability to create and imagine, and grow. God knew that this species would do this but out of his love god granted it them anyway. When god decided to spread  among every living thing god was no longer was in control, god was now only looking down to witness the life of god. As time progressed gods worry of this species came true. The  creature god blessed was now using their power to destroy rather than create. God saw the species turn on each other battling for home land, destorying other life, creating laws to how they must live, killing eachother, creating harm for eachother. Now god cries, and his pain is felt inside of every special creature in hopes that they realize god. God loves us for the love we create, and all  the hate has made god realize the evil that has been made from gods own self. How the one tool given to this species to look after one another has turned to not caring for anything at all.
             
In the beginning their was me, and who am I..... well I am you. I am the one that has made you. Overwhelming I know, do you feel the love I have placed among you. This is a tale of what you have came from, this is a history of what you were made to be, and this is a downfall of what you have became. I have been with you before you have even been old enough to gain a sense of who you think you are, I will be with you after you decompose and return before me in the kingdom from which you've came my brother, my sister, my child, my husband, my wife, my lover. You are my everything, you are all that I have. Before the history of your species has been made by your species I had been alone. Before you even came to inhabit this realm I was alone. Me this all powerful being that runs ramped along the universe, bathing in galaxies, playing with stars, had anything that I wished, but I was alone. The loneliness started off small but it grew into an obsession that I could no longer bear to live with, that obsession turned into a need for companionship. So brain storming ideas I can to a choice, it was either I would stay how I am one whole, or I could spread myself among many things. It was hold my power for myself, or spread my power among many things so that my power could be shared among things. Of course I went with the second option, it is why you are here now, I planned for this moment to come to you. I bet you have wondered why it is that you are here, I bet you wonder who it is that you are. I bet you wonder why it is that things happen and work the ways that they do. Everything you need for life I have provided with you, and the only reason that you are here is to enjoy yourself. I made this kingdom for you. I made this kingdom so that you may rest and enjoy yourself with those that you come in contact with. I made this kingdom so that you might go enjoy life in all of its forms that I made it to look like. Life was made for your peace and for your rest, it was made for you to feel what you now claim as happy, but happy is who you are. Everything living being you see is you, and every living thing holds a purpose to keep the life of you functioning, to keep me alive. I have created you separate from what I have made the other beings, but do not feel as if that is a superior role, it is not it is a responsibility for you to fulfill. You see the other beings simply live in the bliss of me preforming their functions with out realizing, they live off of what you have come to call instinct. You I have blessed with the gift of realization, I have blessed you with the power to see what it is that is happening around you. I also allow you to see what is happening inside you, because when you look inside yourself you will find me. The other beings perform their duty but you must discipline yourself into doing so, this is how I am testing you. You are a god, you are a being the same as me. You creator the reality for which you live and you're only reasonability is to care for the life that is around you, you being god must sustain life. I have given you all you need, but it is your responsibility to do what it is that is providing for life. At the time of basing and deciding weather or not I should bless you with this gift, I stopped myself one time. I was on the edge of weather or not I should provide this to you. I had an insight filled vision that allowed me to see what it is that you might become. Giving you the power upon yourself could make it so that you would simply live and think for yourself, that you could create a reality separate from the life that's among you. I feared this because I saw that if that were to happen then it would fall into being something that was completely opposite and separate from who you are. That was a great fear of mine, but despite that fear it could not overcome my love, it could not overcome the foreseen great things that I had in mind for you as a species to preform. That simple fear would not stop me from the possibility of you creating the kingdom of heaven that I envisioned for you as beings. I built each and everyone of you with a power that is unique to only you. I speak to each and everyone of you in my own way, because you are your own god, it is important that you see that uniqueness as a gift its the only thing that makes you separate from each other as a species, but that does not make you opposite what so ever, I built it so that you may use that unique gift and give it out to each other, that each of you would express only that so that the kingdom could be made. The anatomy of what I have built you to be is very simple. I have given you a brain, a heart, and a body. All three are separate from each other but all three must be used together in harmony in order for you to harness your full potential. I call you heart home, its where I rest. I guide you from this home and give you feelings, that you then see from the brain. The brain is you, it is where you see the communication between your individual self and me. The body is what allows you to use the heart and mind into preforming, and creating. Once you bring each three to the realization that they are one of their own, you will then see the communication that happens among all three, when you discover that you have seen me clearly. Every individual possess this because that is who you are, you are all one species. If you were ever curious to knowing about life then you have felt me reaching out to tell you something. I simply know what it is that I know and I leave you to build the connections among to discovering what it is that I know but you must pursue to know, those who come to find me and understand me the most are the ones that put the most effort toward knowing so. All that you are is expression, and all that I am is love. All you must do is make everything you do an expression of love, that's what you were made for. That is what I created you to become. Observing the progression of your species I have become very disappoint to see the world that you have created for yourselves. I see that some of you have found me but many of you are lost living in the realms of your own brain completely cutting yourself from the life of your own self. I see that my greatest fear has became to come true, that the insight I questioned has came bring to the reality of this world. You have sought to figure out what it is about the place for which you live and through the process of searching you have denied me in the process. The mechanics for which I've made this plane will always be the same, but you have become to sought to this idea that I have to be proven or known. You have placed me under many different names, and have gave me many standpoints from which you think I view you, and from that you have created the false reality for which you think that it is I am. You think that you will be doomed if you do not judge, that you will die if you lose all judgements, and sense of who you are. But the fears that you hold are the ones that keep you from seeing me. The truth is when you die you will move on, you will move on to see the life that you have lived, and if you think that a life of negativity will breed a life of positivity in the end you are greatly mistaken. I accept you for who you are regardless of any circumstance, it is only you that battles guilt and sorrow for what you have done. When you preform something morally unjust you think on what you have done, and if its something you know you shouldn't have then you deal with what you are seeing, you battle the negativity of what you have done, you ask yourself what have I done, then you plead me to forgive you, but you can't even forgive yourself. I love you regardless of the terms, it is just you that feels that you can't love yourself. Everything living has a purpose even you, and until you live to fulfill that you will only ever be left to battle your own self. If you wish to find the purpose of you, you must just come to look to your heart. That is where I have left all discovery to be found, you feel something is what you call right. You see right and wrong is not something I have gave you, it is something that you have created for yourself. The only thing I have made is truth, the truth of a situation is what it is, its not right, its not wrong, it simply just is what it is. This judgement of right or wrong has left you feeling very restless. The judgement of right or wrong is the battle that you have created for yourself, and if you simply stop to look past you will see me the truth lying their. Right or wrong gives you a feeling of false security that you feel justifies the actions of what you do, or the thoughts of what you think, right and wrong have lead much life to be destroyed, many things to be hurt. You have also taken the distinct features of yourselves and deemed them as separate. The truth of your shape comes from the product of your environmental stipulation. Also along with the features of the two beings that you have came from. This whole idea of serratedness is what is taking the kingdom of heaven away from you. You have came to praise yourself on the amount of things that you can come to obtain, the amount of possessions that you can come to own, and through that pursuit you have denied the idea of pain, of struggle, of unfairness, of empathy, of care, you have denied the idea of me. Most of us live out of the greed of our own mind and only look to create things from the mind and not of the heart, that makes it so we feel we are separate from anything that we see, it makes us attach to the things we feel are the same as us, other things that do this are anything that is put into a class or put into a category, anything that has a judgment written along it. You have gave yourselves laws to which you live under, and denied your birth right to be a free being. You have allowed a being the same as you to bring themselves to the position to where they can feel as if they are better or more fit to survive than you. You have allowed yourselves to feel that everything needs a sense of ownership among it, that this belongs to someone, or that this belongs to someone, and through that you have denied me. Everything that is in this realm is yours, it is everyone's. You all are your own creator but each of you gets your energy from the same source me. All of you have been placed in this realm from one source me. And I am you, I am resting inside of you. The life I have created to sustain you is being washed away by your greed, you are destroying life to build objects that give you nothing but a sense of being better. You kill the things that give you life to give you a empty sense of nothing. I am so sad to see what you have allowed yourself to become. This monster of hate that has been made from love. This devilish being that kills, and shows no compassion to the other beings that are the same as you. I have created a potential and that potential has came to grow to be something that I do not know. The history of what you make from me will be your own, If you do continue to allow the things to function the way you have been allowing them, then I foresee that your species will naturally come to an end and once again I will come to becoming lonely. It is never to late to make a change. It is never to late to save the life, because you are the creator of that life, the sustainer that helps that life live. I see a monster but deep down on the inside I see a kid living in the bliss of who I am.

Author's Note

The actual story might be a little different from the headed direction. I didn't edit it out because I figured it'd be more significant if you got to see the idea that I was inspired to write from. Frankstein is what inspired me to write this. let me know what you think.