Mom and dad?A Story by AlyssaAn insight to my childhood
Mom? Please come get me I don’t like this place. Mom? Why are these new people staring at me begging me to eat? Mom why is my sister watching my cry in a new bedroom? Mom why did dad do this? Mom why can’t I see dad anymore? Mom you’re here! Oh mom you’re leaving me with dad again. Mom why don’t you stay I promise I’ll be good. Oh I guess I just wasn’t good enough for you. Mom please come back dad hasn’t stopped drinking. Mom please come back I don’t like cooking for myself. Mom please. Mom please don’t choose him over me again. Mom please. I just want you to love me. Dad why doesn’t mom want to come back for me? Oh i wasn’t enough to make her stay. Dad please stop drinking. Dad who will take me to school today if I can’t wake you up. Dad please wake up. Oh I guess I can walk. Mom why do you let him treat me like this? Mom please just choose me. Mom please. Oh dad you’re sober today? It’s okay I drive to school. Oh dad you want to make my lunch today? It’s okay I get lunch everyday at the cafeteria. Oh dad you want to make the rules now? Sorry I did that 3 years ago but you wouldn’t remember. Mom you want to me to live with you now? I’m 18 now I don’t need you anymore. You had your chance and I was never enough so please don’t come back just to break my heart into pieces again.
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Added on March 12, 2020 Last Updated on March 12, 2020 Tags: Mom, dad, heartbroken, abandoned, foster care, addict, alcoholic |