Feelings

I don't think of you as often as I did, but every day you still cross my mind.
I don't think I like/love you as much as I did, but every time I see you little sparks fly off in my imagination.
I may not be obsessed anymore, but every time I see you I still want you just as much.
I realized you are not the only guy I will ever love, but I will always love you.
You still don't notice me as far as I know, but I think you might never notice me the way I want.
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I think of how life would be different for me if we were an item.
I would want for us to be happy.
I would want us to love each other.
I want to actually be happy.
I want to see you every day.
I want to hug you.
I want to
I want
I
how selfish is that? How selfish does that sound?
              I want I want I want
I only am thinking of myself.
I am not the only girl alive.
You are not the only boy.
You seem happy with whatever girl you are with at this moment.
How can I be so selfish.
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But what about you? What do you want?
Do you want me to leave you alone?
Do you want me to forget about you?
Do you want to forget about me?
Do you want me
Do you want
Do you NOT want me
of course you don't want me.
In my opinion,
I am chubby
I am loud
I am weird
I am crazy
I am tall
I am annoying
I am irritating
I am maddening
I am smart
I am immature
I am mature
I am me

but, I am not all bad.

I am sweet
I am nice
I am caring
I am smart
I am funny
I am laughable
I am immature
I am mature
I am weird
I am tall
I am me

Reviews

[sHear]

Rare that I ever see a collection of words that actually has a formal aspect to it. Words have shapes.

[Distant horizons]

We are all we, aren#t we? Great write. powerful and emotional.