One Day

How could you do this, you’re so cold

This story still left untold

Can someone please take away this pain? 

I don't want to live another day.. 

Someone please tell me there’s a way to rearrange the stars

And create a world that has open arms

One in which you are no longer here

Not another day will i have to fear

Your voice haunts me, it echoes through the night

You scream at the top of your lungs, showing all your might

I'm scared to be at home, your voice chills me to the bone..

Is this what you want? To terrify your child?

You always degrade me, there’s no way to win.

Give it some thought, but I'll no longer let you in.

You say how disappointed you are in me

But it's okay, just wait until the day i can leave

No longer will you call me names: s**t, ungrateful brat, total failure, w***e

One day i hope you regret all you've done 

But I'll be too far gone. 

You make me feel so worthless, like im never good enough

But claim it's just a way for me to “toughen up”

Im told this is all wrong,

I should feel loved, not like i don't belong

You make my life miserable, i wish i was never born

You still have no idea, my heart you've left so torn 

I constantly want to end it all

But keep trying to just stand tall

Waiting for the day

When I'll finally feel okay.

You’ve changed the way i think of myself

Inside my head, it's a complete hell

But one day i'll no longer have to hide

And on that day, you shall never be let back inside my mind.

Author's Note

It's still kind of a rough draft...

Reviews

[Masked writer]

A rough draft or not, lets hope the year moves quickly, and let all of your problems drown.. Let every human figure who's wronged you be put in there place if you allow it ;). I relate to this is a way no one i know will ever understand.. because why talk about it.. But inside I wish I could let it out.. I hope things endup okay

[Gracey_Moon]

Im sorry you relate to this...But thank you for your constant support (:

[Masked writer]

No worries