Where have you gone..?

A Poem by Gracey_Moon

This is for my friend Raina. I miss the way our friendship used to be...

I hope you know i love you...
I don't want this all to end.
You still seem to have no clue,
you were my closest friend.

My body shakes when you're around.
I walk past screaming...You never hear a sound.
I can still see those beautiful blue eyes...
And they always make mine cry.
I miss your hugs, i miss the way your hand felt in mine.
But I've moved on
And now you're gone.
He's my dream come true...
But I hate that because of him, I lost you.

I could always go to you..
And you knew exactly what to do.
I felt safest when you were around,
But now I sink to the ground.
You were taken, yet I still fell.
I liked you...But could never tell.
He got to call you "mine"
While I stood aside.
But why when I move on..
You are suddenly gone..?

Was your heart stuck between two?
Did I just not get the clue?
You claim you constantly told him,
how you wanted a girlfriend.
You'd always say it'd be me
But you couldn't ever see.
Open relationships never work,
and you never knew how much this hurt.
To see you with him,
Then act as though you like me once again.

So why when I've moved on,
You are gone.