Tryna Just chill

Tryna just chill without you is like me tryna lick my elbow (fukin impossible)
and im still in denial
Sometimes i forget , your not here anymore
Everytime rawlo comes around
i catch myself before i ask "where anlo at?'
I still break down when i see a picture of you
it never fails
I honestly wish it were me instead of you
I love you so much cuzo and i miss you so much
Im crying rite now and i know your probably tryna tell me to just chill
but its so hard without you man
its not the same and itll never be the same
i think about it everyday
i  miss your crazy a*s , those strange evil chipmunk lookin faces youd make
the strange faces we'd all throw at each other and call each other ugly
lol when you'd ask me about your female problems
i miss it all , i miss you cuzo
im tryna just chill, Im tryna lick my elbow.