My True Story

A blue eyed angel was born,
many hearts had been torn.

My real parents back then thought it would be best,
if I was adopted, not live with the rest.

For years my life felt incomplete,
my family I wanted to meet.

I went through hell for years,
shed so many rotten tears.

All I wanted to do is die,
deep down I didn't know why.

After my brother had shot himself,
for many years I had blamed myself.

The mental, emotional, physical pain,
made me feel I had nothing to gain.

I felt there was no future for me,
death is the only thing I could see.

Right now I am trying to get
life turned around, ways to go yet