Ripped, torn and crushed
Over the years I am always at a
Loss. My hearts a achin’
No time to ever heal
Once warm and caring
Have now become cold and hateful.
All cried out blood instead of tears
The laughter from the other room pulls me from this
Misery everyday am surrounded by so many
Damn memories. I can’t wait to have a life
Of my own, far away from all this shame
Two different loves gone down the drain,
Never again will I let someone in and all
I can blame is myself for getting wrapped up
In a world that is now plain to see that is just not for me.
Alone and safe is how I will
Be never again will I let misery ache me.