My Enemy

reality has sunk in

I am my worst enemy
surrounded by so much
misery. I do to others
what they've done to
me I am such a damn
creation living or rather
feeding off humanity.

To many tears I've cried
so many night I just wanted
to die it's no wonder why
after all I have tried.

Condemned by the dearest
to me I've called out for an
ounce of sanity. It's just to late
for now I see that I will never be
who I truly used to be.