WHY?

April 9, 2010

11:40PM

WHY?

Why am I constantly trying to please everyone?

Why do I get so useless so quickly?

I’m trying to be everything. Why?

I try to be their everything. Why?

Why am I so tempted to cry?

Why do I continue to hold everything in?

The tears are carefully sliding down my cheek. Why?

The hurt feelings and pain are literally bursting out. Why?

Why can’t I find peace within myself?

Why am I fighting over what I know I can’t win?

There is a war going on inside of me. Why?

There for I must stop fighting this losing battle. Why?

Why is it that when I’m finally happy it gets taken away from me?

Why are sorrow and pain and grief my only long-lasting relationships?

This is just how it has to be sometimes and for me all the time. Why?

This has just become a part of me and it’s something I have no control over. Why?

Why am I so difficult to deal with?

Why can’t I fix me?

When everything is over I’ll understand. Why?

When the time comes I’ll know. Why?

Why is there so much wrong with me?

Why me?

No one knows. Why?

No one else deserves the pain. Why?

I have sat here. I have asked why, gave an answer, then asked why again.

There is no logic to this or me? Is there?

Why?

                       -ALIEAH…

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[NoneOfYourBusiness akaK..]

in every question there's an answer~ in your poetic lies the framework of a thousand unique possibilities that will answer each one as time goes on~ the question itself is the first spark to get the fires burning~ cathartic movement in action~ well done~