The Bright Side

You're so confusing I don't wanna write
You're so confusing I don't know which which ways right
You're so confusing I wanna pick a fight
got my blood boiling even though I'm high as a kite

You're all I think about day and night and I hate it
Wish you could reciprocate it even though I know I'm so faded
the fine cracks in my heart get shaded with each tear drop from your face that changes the way I see myself the point of views I created and I know love is kinda outdated and overrated.

so if this is the last track I'ma make about you, I'ma make it.
and if this is the last crap I'ma take from you, I'ma take it.
and if this is the last chance I got with you I ain't wanna fake it.
And to be honest not sure if I wanna hear you say it
don't wanna be done not sure if I'll hate it
but eventually I know I'll proceed it
just don't wanna think about the leeches
making me not sure if I wanna succeed and

I'm more scared then I'll ever act, more scared cause I know someday you'll detach, more scared cause I always accept loves rematch, more scared that I'll lack in the aspects you desire, in the qualities you require, my minds turning back and forth getting rewired scared I'll never get to retire cuz honestly not sure if I'm a survivor and no its not cause I'm suicidal

but I ain't got much else to say, I never wanted to be here anyways but nowadays, not so sure if I wanna take her place, cuz darling you got me feeling all sorts of ways, so please wouldn't you tell me you'd love to stay? come sit down and drink some Cascaderade and tell me everything's gonna be okay.