Strength Is My Weakness

how am i suppose to breath when you are always suffocating me

in my throat trying to gurgle down this lump

that never ceases to amaze me

that always leaches from insane things

thats always blasphemous of my landings

i just wanna breath clearly, away from all these intoxicating feelings

that you've pushed onto me, forced into my heart like a bird is forced out of a nest

but i never seem to fly, and you never seem to dive and catch me when i fall face first and splat

splat like the thousand shards of my heart splats when you dont believe me

when you dont see the things i see, feel the things i feel, how am i suppose to coexist with someone who ties my hands too tight behind my back?

and then expects me to not trip over my shoelaces

but he came along and tied the shoelaces you couldnt reach, he mended the heart that couldnt speak, but you're still here.. trying to destroy me

and im just wondering,

who's stronger?