AmbivalenceA Poem by Aleyahthey always tell you about love and loss and trusting your gut and being true to yourself but when being true costs me you that's something I can't bargain with because like they say love isn't easy right? its like holding the detonator to someone else's heart inside your own and disarming is just another word for giving you one last chance that i can't afford but somehow you can so please just push the button I'm paralyzed yet you're the one who feels nothing i can see myself bits of sand in an hourglass falling one hour to the next but all you see is grains of sand buying you time again and again desperation is a a synonym for love and hate is compared to passion while indifference exists as comfort an indistinguishable span of nothingness that you can't see but its all I know you to feel just what happened to us the mountains you used to move for me you climbed to the top with me on your back to show me how far you'd take me and f**k if you could build a ladder up to the stars you'd take me there too just to show me how small it all is but in me you see the universe and now I'm just words on the screen a trip to take an obligation to fake yet telling you to leave only makes you stay but not because I'm your universe no I'm not your universe anymore I'm just another mountain and this one you can't move. © 2015 Aleyah |
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1 Review Added on March 4, 2015 Last Updated on March 4, 2015 AuthorAleyahSomewhere Only I know , NMAboutMy name's Aleyah :) I adore world culture and diversity, I can't stand moths and egg salad I drink orange juice like its my job! I hardcore want to travel the world some day ♥ Films, cin.. more..Writing
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