Shes lost with the past and blinded by the future

My heads exploding with thoughts that should be no longer in my mind but rather then speaking to her i want to write out my mind. She thinks he made me insecure cause he made her,i feel shes still in love or mad at the fact he was never this person for her! Not one drop of real love was splashed on her soul from him. Guess what? She says shes over him but thats hard for me to believe cause she still kept in close contact with his family! The closes person to him. His mom. I couldn't help but make her notice that im here she must get gone! Thats what ticked me off. Was her keeping in contact with a person who should have been left in her past and moved on