He wants to help.

Hands shake as I speak,
I'm sorry I changed...
I'm just trying to cope,
Trying to learn to live
Without drowning again.

I'm feeling kind of sick,
I need a glass of water...
Scry back in remembrance,
I've lost myself.
I've lost everything.

If I could have your love
Indefinitely my fear would die.
Lust is destructive,
So much shine in the world.
I must be matte.

I'm lost and caught
In ivy vines twisting,
Having a hard time deciding
Whether to escape,
Or surrender.  

Drought in the fields of love.

Reviews

[Kaylor Mason]

A drought in the fields of love. I can identify--my fields of love are always a desert. :)