I need you, again.

Missing a boy, special to me.

There is something so attractive about you now...
A greater sense of maturity has opened itself
to the both of us. Your knowledge is growing
rather rapidly, its almost beautiful; As you are.
You speak with ferocity, bearing authoritative
wisps of integrity. Our memories linger like
the scent of an Autumn day, harboring new
life, as well as decay.

Perhaps if I swallow down my words like a pill,
I could focus on all the positives you've acquired.
Being a poet, I find difficulty releasing words I
find sacred in constructing my opinion; Beautifully.
Over-analysis pushed you further away before, so
maybe no scrutiny at all will drag you back here.
I know that I should be the one, to run and
jump back into perfection.

Fear is my weakness, once rejected I will be ready.
I'll pay no mind to failure, or rejection... We will be
as we were, when the days were easier to suffice.
My hand was easier to hold, now I tremble, and fidget,
and vomit from paranoia. Deception still crawls beneath
the skin I have left, the rest flaked away from pointless
itching. Tearing away at flesh, and memories...

Just drop everything, and come back to me.
 

Author's Note

If only he knew...

Reviews

[Sashalee]

So many emotions just roaming free, i love it

[Emily B]

tell him, tell him quick

[heart of an angel]

i love all the emotions and expressions in this poem, and i know how it feels to miss someone and want them back, i loved it :)

[SpokenWord]

I have always found it hard to go back wards, I try to always move forward and once something has ended it is usually ended for good. I like the feelings in this one and I do understand what it feels like to miss someone and want them back but usually in the end we repeat the mistakes of old once again anyway. Nicely written with plenty of emotions and expressions.