Escape Route

You are the escape route from my reality

A place that I bookmark for me to reread

I keep returning just to forget what I really need...

 

And I'm fighting to leave it all behind

Trying to heal and be strong but I'm,

I'm afraid that this love is just a escape route from this madness I call my life

 

At times I feel that you are just here, just here

Nothing more

I know how I feel but it gets harder to deal

Escaping everything is easier when you are near

Living in denial isn't real, forcing this isn't fair...to...you

 

And I'm fighting to leave it all behind

Trying to heal and be strong

I'm fighting to leave him all behind

in order to start our life but I'm,

I'm afraid that this love is just a escape route from this madness I call my life

 

You keep telling me I'll be okay

If you knew what goes on in my head

You wouldn't be so secure

You try to be the shoulder I can cry on

but my thoughts are pushing you away

If you knew what goes on in my head

You would let us fade