I wish I held your hand more and took
it up against my face, so we could be our saving grace, at least for
while. I seldom saw you smile near end of your time, but smiled at
you at your faithful eyes. Though the eyes above your smiling
wrinkles became blind, the eyes in your heart saw mighty fine. You
could hardly hear a thing, but the Lord spoke loud to you anyway. Oh
faithful grandmother we can still talk lots, but it won't be the
same, cause now you can walk. Walk beside me, so I won't be a mess. I
remember you, Grandma at your best, when you'd watch brother and I
for the weekend.
Mitsy sat outside our bed, yelled at any who tried
to come in. Attempting to defend. Her eyes were blind like yours
would be, but why should they not see when you took her home before
she was euthanized. There's a bitter irony in our lives, but maybe
when it makes you cry that log washes out of your eye. The last of
Grandma Mitsys paintings are on my wall. She lives in the mountains
she made and in my soul. We all grow old, but sometimes eyes inside
hearts stay closed. I can see in grandmas art that the eyes in her
heart are open wide and flutter like a monarch.