Dear XX

Just playing around with words

Connecting my pure soul to yours;
The worst choice a wise man makes.
How could I really be so silly?
Thinking back, my soul aches.

Stupid of I to dare and think-
A thing like 'us' ever works.
But now I know, I was wrong,-
To compare you to my other ex.

I know this life is messed up!
Its about no gives and all takes.
But just how unlucky should I be?
My 'takes' are always mistakes.

Her. Her. Her. Oh! And, you, her.
Fast life; not fun without brakes.
But the blind one just leads on,
Only way to stop is heartbreaks!

Maybe I made a wrong choice too.
Maybe I ticked the wrong checks.
Okay! Let me just re-double check.
Snap! You're identical to the next!

Great! Time to cast off the wrongs.
The wanna-be's and useless fakes.
I'll give them all up till I've got one;
One with the beauty of snowflakes.

So... To you, my past love, past life.
No! Let me just say, my dear XX.
Unknown? No! a stubborn past;
The kind that pain and hate bakes.

I love you. I'll always love you;
In words and deeds; real specs.
But for now, for us, I've got to conceal it,-
For our future dies when this love wakes.

Keep Smiling