When Its All Said And Done

I'm Lonely... Again!

Laying in the discomfort of my lonesome bed,
I play around with the random thoughts in my head.
I paint one more picture on the wall of time,

Of screams and shouts while my body lies, silent as a
mime.

Turning from side to side,
The real world's about to break into my inside.
The boredom creeps in slowly...
Then, I know I'm too alone not to feel lonely.

Holding on, I paint a scene of my blurry future with
her,
Only to realize that I'm stuck in an illusion, away from
reality, so far.
Sing one more song. Write one more poem.
At the cost of my heart's beating me for how lost I am.

Trying so hard to hold on to one thing,
Leads to letting go of every other thing.
My head is the treasure chest for merry stories,
But my world, is nothing but a collage of broken memories.

So down in the dumbs, its a wonder my tears are concealed.
Uncertain about how I feel, but my sadness, ceases not, to build.
I'm a poet. I'm a man. But when its all said and done,
I too, need the company of a special someone.

Keep Smiling