Chaos

Chaos

I sit around the dark room waiting till it turns to light again.
Am I waiting till I see light?
or waiting for someone to get me out

Out of this misery out of this state of mind,
While the tears rush down my face like the waves down an ocean everyone continues to live their lives, live them being blind.

Blind to how I feel
can't you tell how I feel?
Oh I forgot I never show it so nobody ever truly knows the deal.

Let me give you a clue
let me show you the truth.
The screeching cries for help that masquerade themselves as laughs. Moans and the holes dark enough to overshadow your light of day disguising themselves,
hear me out. Just relax.
as nothing but a sigh and bright gleam in my eyes.
The thought of death, pain and torture that runs on by.
Owned from a or so they think positive state of mind.
And so I wonder why.

Is it normal to be used to such evil setting.
Go to school come back home and just forgetting?

Forgetting everything that just happened throughout your entire day?
Because you feel that there's nothing different about the days,
and there's no use in trying to figure out the way?

The way to solve your problems because you've been driven out by disappointment, pain, and heartbreak.
And every ounce of hope you once had for this thing we called life was just an unintended dream you needed to awake.

Reviews

[Jack Kennedy]

Blunt and passionate write! I liked the way expressed your words! Thanks for sharing

[Alexa]

I encourage you all to read this aloud.

[Chaos_Collector]

This makes a good portion of how I feel day to day when reality really kicks in. Can't ever seem to escape these feelings no matter what. I have only but to hope that I can escape this dreadful feeling somehow because it really does eat away at me. Thank you for sharing this. I enjoyed reading aloud your thoughts.

[Alexa]

You're not alone, everyone feels like this at some point, mostly when you find yourself alone. But even when you do feel like alone there's always something you can do and occupy yourself with, something positive. While there are other people who can't even see, walk, hear or talk you have all five senses, so use them well

[Chaos_Collector]

Yes, I believe I'm not alone in this matter either. I've exhausted what takes away the bad feels, so now I'm looking for something new. Haven't found it yet, but my head is held high that I'll find it before I know it. I appreciate your words of encouragement