My afterlife experience

 I never thought I had to find a path to take after I passed away. Everything should have been easier at least that’s what I was told growing up. The love of my life passed away in the hospital bed next to mine after tragic car accident. He didn’t last more than a day he said,” don’t be afraid I’ll wait for you in the other side.”  BEEEEP!! He was gone I remember seen him in my dreams telling me he was still there and it wasn’t that scary once the pain stopped. I was so angry that I lasted longer than him. My last day and last breath it all went by so quickly. I saw my soul my spirt no name for it anymore I just saw myself rise from my own body. I walked into a whole different world everything was so dark. They had always said don’t be scared it’s going to be full of light. Those were all lies we were told not to be afraid. The reality is we don’t know what’s waiting for us in the other side. We are hidden from the truth because no one ever really knew the truth about anything. They were just stating what they call “facts” and “opinions”. Once I saw the darkness I walked and it felt like years were just passing by I felt like that was going to be my forever. What felt like years were probably just a few minutes that had gone by. I got to a spot with three paths Heaven; known for the best of people the angels of god the ounce he had forgiven. Lost; the ounce that didn’t believe in good or evil they were really just themselves not really lost that was just their label. Hell; the worst of the worst the angels of the devil the ounce that weren’t forgiven by god the ounce that worshiped the devil and its power. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing even in the other world they are stereotyping what were ounce human now spirits. Labels were seriously never going to stop I thought to myself. I was labeled so much for being a Latina coming from a poor family. No one ever had high expectations and those who saw me succeed expected me to fail. I only had one person who stood by my side and knew I could do more then I already had. Now I have to find him again, I don’t know what he would have chosen. We never believed there was a god or a devil we accepted every once decisions. Before I could even walk into my chosen label I saw him. He looked scared nothing like in my dreams I tried running to him but before I knew it he was gone. I had entered heaven and it accepted me as if I were one of its own. Family I had never seen those who I grew up with those that were still alive I could see my life here. My own world my past and future even my own death it was all playing in the beautiful clouds. I myself was lost in the clouds there was light again. I was beginning to wonder if he was in heaven too I moved around and saw so many different stories of many people. They all seemed happy like nothing had ever happened to them. This heaven did make everyone happy like they used to tell me it would. But they were all still lost they couldn’t find where they wanted to go because they were stuck in the place their families had told them to go and that god would take care of them. I don’t remember seeing a god, now I believe he doesn’t exist. This means the devil doesn’t either. I entered another door when I opened my eyes there was not much light anymore. I walked and it got so hot I then realized I was in hell. The appearance of hell was nothing like they told it the souls were not suffering they were very accepting of where they were. I myself could not believe my eyes seeing some of them smiling. It was all happening so quickly in such a short amount of time but it still felt like years passing by. I wanted to wait and find more things out but what was the point I wasn’t going to be able to come back alive that would be impossible. I then was in the lost world it felt as if I was being teleported into all the paths they had for everyone to choose from. The lost path was way happier then every other path I didn’t understand why. It was all not making sense how and why were they labeled lost if they look happier and everything makes more sense to them. I really had hope I would find him there but I was wrong. My whole life was given back to me I was back in my body it all felt like a dream. I never found him and I’m hoping to this day that when it is my time he is still waiting and I will be successful in finding the love of my life ounce again.