God come into my life

The poem God come into my life Is an old poem Written by Aldo Kraas

God come into my life

God come into my life because I need you in my life

To tell you the truth I would be very lonely without you

I sometimes lose my mind when I get angry

And become very violent

God I have a mental illness

It is very hard for me to cope with it

God some times I feel that I am loosing my mind

Sometimes I feel that I am trapped in a no win situation

God it is not my nature to want to harm people

But my illness makes me do things that I don't want to do

Like kill somebody or harm somebody

God I know that there is consequences for my actions

I sometimes over react when I get angry

God I do get very angry when people talks to me with a angry voice

God I want to be feel that I am loved by you

God maybe I feel that you don't love me enough

I am a bully I go hitting people with my fist

God I don't know how to express my anger

God when I am angry I feel that I going to explode very easily

God I must tell myself that I am only human

God I have things that I have things that I regret doing it

God I sinned again

God do you forgive me for my sims

God I am always praying

And I never give up hope

God I need to learn to control my anger

God it is not easy for me to control my anger

God you need to help me to control my anger

God I feel bad that I can't stop hurting people

God I promised  myself that I will stay out of the hospital

God I  when I  am bad you can punish me

When I am  good you can reward me

God I know that you reward me

For good behavior

But when I am bad you punish me

God I    should give myself a pat on my back

When I do good things

God I am a very strong man

And when I hit somebody I could kill them easily

God tells me I should stop hitting people

I don't want to return to the hospital again

God I promise you that I will behave now

God I want to live my life

Because I enjoy living my life

God I am more relaxed now

God it is very late now and I still up

Because I want to write my thoughts down on my computer

God I feel that I don't have much patience with people

God I need to learn to have more patience

God I need to pray more often

And I my prayer I need to ask for forgiveness

God I need to more relaxed

God I should stop killing others

God put a smile on my face

God I need to let the other people live also

God I know that if I kill somebody I will kill somebody I will go to jail

And that is not the place I want to be God

God I will let the other people live

Because they need to live also

God I will stop hating people

God I need to learn to love people

God I have people that cares about me

God it is late now

But I have to write my thoughts down before I forget

God open my eyes because I want to see some Nature

That I have missed

God I need to be a roll model to others

God I need to respect others

God I believe in you

God I know that you love me

God please end the night now

God I need to show remorse

God Why did you made black people?

God you put everybody on the planet earth

The planet earth is over populate

God I have to change my thinking

God I need to have positive thoughts

God I can't wait for the day to start

Because I am already awake

God you rule my life

I  don't rule it

God I know that I have behaved badly again

God you brought the winter again

Which I hate

God the trees are bare now

God I need to learn to respect people

God I feel that the other people's feeling must be respected

God I am not the one who tells one thing and then does the other

God blacks were slaves long time ago

God slavery has ended

God today I am a free man

God I had been in jail before

It wasn't a nice place to be

There in jail I had spent 48 hours

I was locked up inside a cell

God I hope that the ones that I have harmed will forgive me

God please bring some sunshine because I need it

God I don't want to live without friends

God I want to worship every day

God I am feeling good about myself

God I could never leave without you

God I need friends in my life

God after the winter summer will come again

God I need you to feed me

Because I am always hungry for food

God I take a shower every day

God I change my clothes every day

God I know that it is not easy for me to forgive others

God please teach me to forgive others

God I am a free man

God I walk outside every day without being disturbed

God I want to worship you every day

God I want to stay single for the rest of my life

God sometimes I also get mad with myself

God I had made so many promises to myself

But I could never keep them

God I love music

I find music to be very relaxing for me

God I never harmed myself

God I love myself

God every Sunday I come to your table for holy communion

God Please let me kiss you

God the morning is here now

God I need to meditate more often

God I never harmed myself

God I can't wait for summer to arrive

Because I love summer

God I am a man full of feelings

God I don't want to harm myself

God you have the power to heal the ones that are sick

God the birds will return in the summer

And they will sing their song for me

God we have snow during the winter

God during the winter the night comes early

Because it gets dark early

God don't ask me to sing a song for you

Because I can't sing at all

God please let the moon shine in the sky tonight

Because I want to see the moon

God please don't snow tonight

Because I don't want to be stuck inside of my house

God I am only human

God I don't get much sun in the winter

God I have depression

And I take lots of medication for it

God put a smile on my face

God I know that I need to smile more often

God I have a home that I love so much

God I don't sleep very much anymore

God I only sleep a few hours each night

God I need to stop and think before I say something

God I have high self esteem right now

God I have full energy right now

God I had spent many hours in the hospital

There in the hospital was very boring

God I need to take care of my health

Because without health I can't not live

God I have good friends in my life

God I never cried anymore

That is because I have no more tears to cry

God some people tells me that I am too serious

God I don't think people ever saw me laughing

God there is a song that keeps playing inside my head

God I have no more thoughts of harming any one anymore

God I don't need anything else because I got you in my life

I am beautiful in the eyes of God

God if I was an eagle I would fly high above the sky

And I know that no body would be holding me

God I promise you that I won't harm another person again

God I am me and no body else

God I have feelings and I am not a vegetable

God it is morning now and I am writing on my computer now

God you were always there for me even when I was sick

God I am your poet and I will always be your poet

God I am ready for the winter

I have some winter clothes

God I have a winter boots

God I don't own a cellular phone

Because it is very expensive

God I need to go for walks more often

So that I can get some fresh air

God I am a handsome man

And you had created this handsome man that is me

God there are things that I need to work on

I need to work on my anger

Yes God I have some angry issues

God you created the four seasons

God you never let me down

God you were always there when I was sick

God I feel that I let you down so many times

God I will always love you

And I hope that you will love me

God I am getting older every year

Because that is part of life

God can I trust myself by saying that I will not harm anybody

God there are things that I need to work on my life

God my friends and you can help with that

People I need some time on my own

So that I can work on solving my problems

God I want to dream with you when I sleep at night

God send some of your angels down from heaven to watch me sleep

God I don't want to think about harming anybody anymore

God I need to live my own life now

God I lost so many people that I love

They had died before me

Why?

Because their life ended early

And did I get upset about it?

No I didn't

God I was very sad to lose the ones that I love

I had no time to say good bye to those that I love

God I know that I have to learn to relax

God I need to meditate

God you know what I am going through in my life

God I have a good life

And the life that I have I enjoy very much

God I lie to so many people before

Lots of people asked if I was ok

I wasn't ok but I told them that I was ok

God I am not a killer

God I don't want to kill anybody

God I will put flowers on my mothers grave

Every time when I go there

My mother died

And now I have freedom

To do the things that I love

There is a lot of sunshine during the summer months

And the days are longer

God I must tell you that I miss my dear loved ones

God I live alone at home

God I will light candles for my loved ones

And the light of the candle will glow in the dark

God I worry so much about what others think about me

God I am always afraid that people will reject me

God I  hate when people put me down

God I know that the night was made for me to sleep

God I should not sleep during the day

God I will always be your poet

God I am feeling  ashamed about my bad behavior

Because I hurt somebody

God I don't know how I can sleep at night knowing that I hurt somebody

And now I have to go and apologize for my bad behavior

God I had lost my mind

God I don't know if she will accept my apology

God it is wrong to hit people

I now need to let it go

I need to let the other person live

Also I need to live my life

I need to keep busy with my life

And live it

God I hate when people judge me

God I am a humble men

God I am a Christian and I will die a Christian

God I am responsible for my behavior

And I need to change my behavior

God I am much calmer now

God I don't have any fancy clothes to wear

The clothes that I have it will do

God I already suffered

so much in my life

God I have mood swings

God I sometimes feel frustrated with life

God I get angry at myself

God I believe that I am   my worst enemy

God there is choices for me to make in my life

God some times I make bad choices in my life

God I am afraid that I could end up alone without any friends

If I keep hurting people or treating them badly

God I believe that no body should be treated badly

God I have no idea if people will be praying for me

Because I need prayers

God I also need to pray for the other people

God I am not a greedy person

God I have all the things that I need

God I hope that I will sleep in peace tonight

God please feed me every day because I don't want to starve

God please give me some water to drink so I don't get dehydrated

God the winter is here to stay

God it will be a long winter

God I will dress warm when I will go out

So I don't catch a cold or even frost bite

God I must tell you that I hate winter

All the birds have migrate south for the winter

I miss the beautiful song of the birds

But I know that the birds will return when summer is back

We sad good bye to summer for now

And we sad hello to winter once again