I am feeling so alone

The poem I am feeling so alone Is an old poem Written by Aldo Kraas

I am feeling so alone

In this world

My old friends abandoned me

I am feeling so alone and depress

Please depression leave me alone

I need a break from you

You are bringing the dark clouds inside my eyes

And all I see is dark

I feel that I been riding on a roller coaster

With my depression

This roller coaster ride is killing me

I hate this roller coaster ride

It feels like suicidal to me

Because it is moving fast

Please let me get out of this roller coaster ride

Before you kill me

Depression

Why do you want to hang around?

I am not your friend

I am the victim

I want to scream out of pain

But I can’t because I have no voice anymore

I feel that I lost my voice

That is a bad situation to bee in

I try to use my hands and wave it instead

To see if anybody will come to my rescue

I just have to wait

This roller coaster is very high

And it goes in a speed of 100 miles per hour

It is very fast

And now it is getting brighter out

And I see every thing dark still

The medications are the only thing that stops

Me from having depression

My depression is by polar

I don’t miss my medication

I no longer feel that I am in a roller coaster

Ride with my medications

My medications make me very tired

And I sleep all through the night

I sleep a few hours during the night

I think the roller coaster is now brockened  for good

I hope no body else fix it

Because it is winter and

 In the winter I feel the morning blues

At 6 am it still dark outside

And I have problem getting up

I never know how to get rid of my morning blues

My morning blues makes me very tired in the morning

When I get up

If I go back to bed I will be waisting a day

If I drink a cup of coffee that will wake me up

If I had the choice between going to bed or having a cup of coffee

I would choose the coffee

There is nothing better than a cup of coffee in the morning

At the end of the day

The night will come again

Because it gets dark so early in the winter

It feels very depressing to me

By 8 pm I am in bed sleeping

I go to bed early

I closed my eyes and I go to sleep

I have some dreams

I live now in a quiet place

And I love it that way

Because I hate noise

And I can’t sleep when there is noise

I have a dark room

And I sleep in a dark room

My clock rings every minute in the living room

The room where I sleep is warm

The bed where I sleep is very confortable

And I love it

In the summer I have more energy to do thimgs

And I feel more awake

But it is in the winter that I don’t have any energy

I wished that I had more energy during the winter

But I don’t