happy place

someone who is desperate to escape this reality

I'm going back to the world i have abandoned
Where i have been banned 
Hoping for a home like the damned 
I've been bruised so much that i cannot stand 
Can someone please help me understand?

I'm looking for the sky i've lost
I found myself thinking very oft
About the price i payed ,about the cost
I've gave up my sky now i'm lost
If i only knew what it would cost

Take me back to my happy place 
Shut down this reality and stop looking at my face
Don't play with me demon stop fooling me with your fake grace
Just take me back to my happy place 
Shut down this reality and leave no trace