what have i become ?

a soldier's last words to his friend/foe

I am the fallen one
soldier of the unknown 
Enemy of the hope
i'm you and you are me 
we are rotten in hatred..
my soul is vanquished
my spirit is dead
am i the demon or the angel?
Or just lost
This battle is endless
my hatred and your hopes are endless
we will vanish in vain 
no one remember our names
but i will remember you 
my friend ,my enemy
can you help me understand ?
what have i become ?