i dont want you to love me. than again i do.

two days before i'm about to move away forever from the greatest piece of a*s so far, and all we're doing is sitting in her car, surronded by cold night, making the black hug the windows so that everything cant be seen. We sit and talk for a while before we start kissing, gently. then i start to feel something.

 

my chest is on fire, not a portion, the entirety of my chest is just burning, and i cant breate somehow, because the heart inside my chest is beating so hard, i;m almost convinved it's beating the lung too harshly for air to get in and out. i try to ignore it but, it gets worse when i see her starting to tear.

 

 

"i love you." she whsispers to me, words barely heard through the crisp air but i heard it, and the burning chases away any sort of calm cool attitude i have. my whole body now is frozen from burning mad heat, and i stumble out the same words, i cant stop them. because they were words forced out from the terror that is my heart.

 

 

 

 

i cant ever feel this thing for any woman after. and havent felt it from any before.

yeah, i guess i am in love.

Reviews

[funeralmoon]

very good one, i know that feeling you described it very well.

[deeps]

This is kind of sad but it is very well written. It is kind of sweet too. Enjoyable read here.

[ashley]

aww, that's so sweet and sad, too.