What is that..?

Ahh jesus christ. 8 o clock in the goddman morning. what the f**k is she doing up.

It's FOX. She's texted me.

 

"You can come over if you wanted to.."

 

Suddenly i  wasnt so sleepy. I jump out of bed, brushing my teeth quickly, slipping in the dry contacts as i jump into my laundry bin, smelling to see which shirt was the best. The tight black t shrit works. I slide on a pair of jeans and strap on my boots and bolt out into the dry hot summer morning. "What the f**k.." I quickly turn around and change into a sleeveless and ball shorts. In the car i rush the key into the igniton, throwing the car in reverse. Slamming down on the gas i wind down my road over to hers.

 

I walk down the driveway past the gate, with flowers and vines over head. Stepping around the pool to the back door, knocking lightly on the window. When she reaches the door, her nephew Cail is in her hands. And as suddenly as i see him, my balls fall. My voice immediatley became high pitched as i find myself crouching down to his eye level. I pracitcally forced him out her arms.

 

Looking at me at first with confusion with his mouth hung open, he quickly shakes his arms around, a smile and giggle now. We sat down on the couch, me picking up the toy i just sat on and handing it to him. "You're just in time...it's nap time." I look up at her, meeting her eyes. Her look, letting me know she meant to say that the way i heard it.

 

He took a while to go down, it was fine though. His playful laughter and rolling around below us, in the dark cool room was fine enough. Finally when there was no more noise, we tiptoed out his room into hers. My laying on her bed, her seated on the floor in front of me at the computer. She was making me a cd.

 

 

It was FOX who made the first move way back when, made that first kiss when we were in school. I never and probably would never be able to do what i knew she wanted. Even though there was no reason to be, this chick scared the s**t out of me.

 

 

Reaching forward i played with her hair between my fingers, lightly touching the soft skin around her shoulders. She noticed it.

Not today i said. There's this whole summer.

I slid down to the ground and seated myself closely to her. Her long legs folded on the shag carpet, leaning against her arm, a half smile not ever leaving her face. He toes wiggled in the light of the hot sun that peered through the light green shades behind her. Breeze cutting through the open window, making the smell of her room calm. "I like waking up early." She says to me.

Stop. Don't look at her eyes. What is that going on...in your chest. Just...stop.

 

 

Good god, who is this on her cell again.

She picks it up and looks at it, looking at me from under her brow, "It's KLOPOT."

 

KLOPOT was FOX' s bestfriend. Like CANDY she was not the best looking girl, but from what FOX had always said those two were insanely close. Almost a kind of, "can't have one without the other" kind of thing. But to me she was insanely annoying. When in school i did my best to avoid her. She just had this voice...drove me batshit crazy. I had never hung out with her, and espcially never hung out with her, with FOX.

 

"She wants to know what we're doing.."

 

Oh good god.