End It All

I just want to.

Frozen, silence

Your words cannot come out

You can see the pain in your own eyes

Your heart is torn to pieces

You shift away, not being able to take in

The loss, struggle

As if your life has come to an end

Not in peace, but in restlessness 

You feel as if you are useless now

Like your life was lived for no reason.

But why?

Why did you go through life full of breath

Why did your heart go on beating?

You could have ended it years ago

But why does the pain feel new?

Is it because, only now

You are realizing that your existence was a mistake?

You feel useless, empty inside

As if you will break into glass shards

For only now you have opened your eyes

Only now you have seen a reason

To end it all.

Reviews

[Alucard6336]

Existence is not a mistake. It is the only thing worth pursuing, living through the 4 sublime states: Equanimity, Love, Compassion, and Sympathetic Joy.

I enjoyed this piece. Great work.

[Akashi]

Thank you :) I hope that everyone realizes how important they truly are.