The Optimistic Pessimism!

Sitting with the legs crossed on the,
slovenly spread sheet
Staring at the shine imbued sattelite
of the Earth!
Fiddling through all the movements of the past,
she had this amalgamation of reminiscience
of her life!
Making her to think,was that all worth it?
Suddenly being grasped by an intimidately unseen
uncanny, her eyes got imbued with the salt soaked
water!

Still Staring........
Appearing numbly tough but deep down,every
inch torpedoed!
Failing to rationalise of her present predicament..
Zillions of indubitable making ways, but alas all in
vain,
She ain't got any retort!
Only she could think of that plight,what tremendous
Sin could have she done to make her a victim to
this unsaid, unfelt "dolour"!


But then she was a warrior,her self-eminence was ain't
fragile enough to capitulate to the mopery of her plight!
She recollected all her shattered pieces,
made them her Shield,stood up against all odds!
And penned her a self-note- JUST A GREY PHASE DOES NOT
INDICATE THE END OF
YOUR WORLD!
Thenceforth,never looked back........