Frustrations

Frustration of isolated communication.
Frustration of commitment errors of infidelity.
Frustration of this falling out party that I never wanted to attend....
Frustration of letters blowing hailstorms of our empty conversations.
Frustration of cupid’s arrows causing internal bleeding and trauma.
Frustration of letting you squeeze my heart in your hands and not
seeing the trickery eyes singing deceitful harmonies in your lifeline.
Frustration of wearing a blindfold while you lead me to a cliff.
Frustration of the alternate route to freedom I could have caught.
Frustration for believing in your empty compliments and unreal love
that danced inside my smiles of a satisfied heart that trusted your being.
Frustration as I watch you pack your bags and disappear out of my
life.
Please leave me be.
As you can clearly see.
That this grudge I have to hold, will build this wall blocking soaring emotions
from taking flight again.