A day before Diwali

While sitting, some lights flicked my eyes... I was looking up, and then those lights made all of sudden sounds...
I looked side and looked for that lights...
I didn't have to strain my eyes, rather it triggered my brain..
Ohh Diwali is coming... I remembered and became nostalgic again...
I was excited even though I was standing far from that beautiful rain...
My heart wanted to be a kid and so wanted to celebrate this day as same...
So .
I made a castle in my mind. Decorated that castle with lights...
I was celebrating Diwali a day before...
I was in the another world with the people I loved and everything was same as before
I was on cloud nine, I was smiling ND it felt everything was fine...
But that curve went down...
As I realized I heard some sound.. Ohh that's got broken and it was all Of sudden...
The castle was made of sand...
Ohh I feared coz that never had happened...
I tried to call in someone but I saw no one...
And I was crying, yes, ND this was the very first time..
I was outside just leaning on the edge of the cemented wall...
The only support I had got.
I just saw the changes that I was confronting today...
It reminded me how we grew up unnoticeably everyday
The time had passed..and I realized I need to go... This place now no longer meant the same any more
But,
I still smiled nd celebrated Diwali in my mind
It was all for a moment and I celebrated this day a day before