Eyes on Me

sitting here surrounded in myself

wishing that someone could help

but no one wants to

no one cares

at least enough to step in there

i wish i could just leave

go get out of that house

get away from my family

if you can call them that

im a totured soul

i hate my childhood

things happened that were wrong

but tyou wouldn't know about that

no one would...

im terrified of being alone

cause i feel like my parents dont care

and i know he's watching me

whatever i do, wherever i go

and no one even knows

i guess i lie to save myself

to block out what happened

so the times that i remember

i wont know if it was real or not

and maybe it would hurt less

im so far from okay its not even funny

i cant explain the horror in my head

im afraid to sleep he could be there

watching me in the night

when i least expect it

scared outta' my mind

whispering thoughts echo from the past

how much longer will the pain last???

Reviews

[Vanmoriel]

good.
But what's going on with you?


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