First Heart break Part 1

This story about my first teenage love story.

What is Love?

Maybe i was young and i didn't knew then.

He said' you are so beautiful'

i fall for this sweet words

i never knew that motives behide this words.

This sweet messages and love notes he sent to me

He said 'he loves my body'

i though that was love being a teenager we don't know whats real love.

Being the romantic type of a guy i fall in-love but he wasn't in-love with me at all.

Years has passed then his attitude changed towards me.

i always end up blaming myself maybe i wasn't good enough.

I was in love with him?

was he in love with me, am not sure now?

I cried because i gave him too much of myself and my affections.

I felt something he was not telling me, i felt it in my bones.

i just wanna forgot maybe am over thinking the situation.

But deep down i know something i will find out soon nor later.

Then i got the surprise of my life, he cheated on me and got some other girl pregnant.

My world was crashed right in front of my face.

The guy i dated since 19 till i was 23 ?

All the why?what?when?

Unanswered questions.

This was a dream that i didn't wanna wake up from.

The nightmare and i didn't wanted to believe at all.

he said' it was a mistake?

but my heart was broken into millions of pieces hard to glue back again,

i was sheathed beyond repair. 

No other men can break a broken hearted Woman again,

once broken its broken beyond repair.

Has time passed and time has surely healed my heart.

i have moved on with life

Life has a way to teach you lessons and i have learnt mine,

Did you learnt yours?