The price to feel anything

The price to feel anything

A Poem by Agonizing Clarity
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The price is never high enough

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I want to be loved
any takers?
Going once, going twice
You know what?
Two people. That's all-
You know what? Just one person.
That's more than I've ever had.
I'll sell myself 
to be loved
by at least one
person.
Anyone?
Someone?

I'll settle for half a person
just stay
half the time
as long as the other half
makes me forget 

Okay, then

I'll settle for 
the illusion of happiness
I'll gladly accept the bruises
you may create on my skin
as long as
you fix me up after

You know what?
Anything.
I'll settle for anything
because I feel nothing
and I want to feel

something

© 2018 Agonizing Clarity


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Desperation knows no limits, which you have shown clearly here in this poem. The Human condition can be painful at times. Thank you for sharing!

Posted 6 Years Ago


In spite of the desperation in your poem, i find it a remarkable write... you've hit the unfunny bone and reminded me how being without can hurt like hell. However, selling self cheaply is never an answer, especially if the emotional pockets are already tattered - tis a case of sewing up the holes by using thick thread and prayer!! You have a great touch with words, ' .. You know what? ~ Anything. ~ I'll settle for anything ~ because I feel nothing ~ and I want to feel ~ something.. '

Posted 6 Years Ago



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Agonizing Clarity
Agonizing Clarity

Austin, TX



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Thank you for stumbling upon my page in this moment in time. I hope you enjoy my writing. I write to vent. To deal when my more negative coping skills aren't presence. You may find some are better .. more..

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