The Obfuscation Of Existence

What's this life for?

Part I. The Meaning

I have learnt to live with this pain
But memories of past have driven me insane
This life I lead is based on confusion
The conception of victory is merely an illusion

With love, I feel a constant ache
Suddenly I feel at ease when love turns to hate
Happiness drips from my wrists
I start to understand these morbid tricks

What is.... the nature
Of reality?
Destroying... the notion
Of sanity!

Everything's blurry
A distance so near
The human meaning
Enduced by fear 

To live is to die
So I live my life, eye for an eye
The choices that we make
Are for our minds to debate
 
Out of the fundamental disharmony
Between the individual's search
For the meaning of the universe
Arises the Absurd

One mind often denies
What the other tends to comply
In dissecting the meaning of mortal worth
We see the insignificant heart of mother earth            
 
Out of the fundamental disharmony
Between the individual's search
For the meaning of the universe
Arises the Absurd

Part II. The Suffering

Do I end my life now that you've sold me?
Transfixed on the broken, I weep
In Godspeed I'm dying slowly
All that's left of me is life's faded receipt

I bleed towards the great cold distance
Only to find that my movement is complex
Just like the clock upon the wall
Moving but never a know but the no that rejects

Part III. The Obfuscating

We’re still waiting
We’re still waiting (for life?)

We’re still waiting
We’re still waiting
For the end and what death will inevitably send

We just don’t
Know
What are we
Waiting for?