What doesn't make you strong may kill you.

If we fall in love, one of us must die.

He wanted me to stay, he told me not to leave
"I must, I must go". Thoughts panicked in my head.
My heart, rapid. My mind searching
When he falls asleep, I will go.

He doesn't sleep, he tells me stories
He laid close to me, he holds me
I try to turn away, I try to go
It's time, my thoughts scattered.

I'm forgetting, I'm not remembering him
Who is this? Why am I here?
Back and forth, my mind is playing against me
I feel strong, I feel anger, I feel forceful.

I jump to my feet, I look down to him
I feel a rush, I feel adrenaline.
It's too late, I've stayed too long.
It's midnight, I'm not myself anymore.

I lean down to him, I bestow a kiss on his cheek
I feel his heart beating so quickly
I turn his head, so he cannot look into my eyes
I jump onto him, I am vicious, I am keen.

I close my eyes for what seems like a moment
Although it was many moments.
I open my eyes and what do I see?
His blood surrounding his body, "I told you I shouldn't stay".