Trigger Warning

A Poem by Adriann H

Sorry

He says he loves me but I don't know how
Even though the cracks have healed, and they're just scars now
I'm still broken and little and lonely and sad
How could a good man love someone that's just so bad?

I've broken the rules and I've stained my hands,
I've ripped into my skin and been buried in sand
I'm an overdramatic and depressed ugly wreck
With blood on my wrists and a bruise on my neck.

He thinks I'm happy
He thinks I'm glad
He thinks I'm just a gal, in love with a lad

But I am no angel
And I am no saint
I am a curse
And the curse is great.