Uncertainty

Just a dumb, slightly nonsensical poem about things I'm thinking about things going on with me. Nothing, really.

I long for you deep in my soul

like a song calling out, that never gets old

You and me, like the blind we can see

What the world really is to you and me

Without the lies of visual things,

all the falsehoods that this illusionry brings

We know what we want, at least for now

But the world is always against it somehow

I just want you with me here

I want your presence, it makes things clear

there is no doubt when you're by my side

that at least for now, all is all right

Here alone my anxiety spreads

showing me every single thing that I dread

it's all so uncertain, I don't like it one bit

but when I'm with you, I can tolerate it.

I write it all down, every moment you give me

so that within the books pages, you I still can see

because if their plan goes their way

then once again, you'll be too far away...

Please don't forget me when you don't see my face

please don't find another to put in my place

I lost you once, I can't do it again

but I don't know why- you're only my friend.

Author's Note

I realize the inconsistent capitalization, it was intentional. Also- it's under "nonsense" since I personally found it the most fitting, due to my motives behind writing it