I Cannot Say

 I cannot say...

I'm a dead monster

I can't feel a thing

I hate almost everything

It make me sick

I don't know how to trust

All the time I try

I fail cuz I do it wrong

So yeah... hate me 

Or love me it's up to you

But don't try to change me

Cuz If you do it's because

You can't stand me anymore...

You don't need to abandon me

So I can feel the loneliness

Cuz I'm the loneliness itself

I choose to live in the shadows

I choose to be like this

I've chosen to be alone

So I'll never suffer anymore

Never more, never more

It's my main phrase

Never more, never more

I'm sick of you all

I don't choose who will cross my way

But I know someone will do it one day...

The writor that can never

Express your feeling by the right way

He tries but always that he do

It end up in a mistake...

I don't ask to someone understand

What I mean or what I meant

Cuz it's impossible I know

But it's better say " I can't" than only pretend...

This is the longest poem

Ever written by me

Believe or not there's much more to say

Than what's in here...

Anyway I want you reader to know

That doesn't matter how much I write

Or say, you will never understand

What's inside my head

I live alone in my own shadow

Only to save you from my madness...

By: Adan W. Kouts