My last poem!

I am giving up on myself. I live with competition and I am tired of it. It will never end!

I am leaving this place.

This is not my home,

I am no longer wanted.

I live my whole life with people giving up on me.

That is the biggest let down ever!

I am not worth any ones time

Im a failure

im a loser!

My family I thought was family only hurt me

I am tired

I am in pain

No one understands!

So I am giving up!

Author's Note

Im sorry I cant handle this anymore!

Reviews

[andrew mitchell]

just believe in yourself Tessa

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

Thank you so much. I am trying but I feel as if I am getting know where. Thank you for the review :D

[Luna Chan]

OH THE HELL YOU'RE LEAVING ME TESSA DANIELLE GUISE! if you leave me, no one will talk to me and make me smile the way you can! you're my sister and i can not lose you too! if i lose you, that's it! i will go crazy and end up in a mental institution. just please don't leave me! keep writing little sister! i have so much joy reading your writings and it will kill me if you leave!

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

I wont leave.. I have been through tough times. But I do not leave my siblings!! I love you too sis!!

[Luna Chan]

tessa danielle guise dont do that again please?!

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

ok.. I wont.. I love you big sisssy!!!!

[Luna Chan]

I love you too you just had me worried as hell

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

I am so sorry.. I love you

[Luna Chan]

and you know i love you sweetie

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

I know you do. I love you so much. your the best sis EVER

[Luna Chan]

i love you too and you and yvo are my sisters as well

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

:D I know I am. I got lucky :D

[Luna Chan]

yes you did. i will try to protect you best i can.

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

You do an amazing job :D

[Luna Chan]

lol i try but sometimes i fail. i do my best to protect those i love

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

you are an amazing person sis. you do a good job!

[Tom27]

Do not give up on life. It has so many to offer everyone. Ups and downs is the trials and tribulations of life. Without it, we would not grow as a person. Stay strong

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

Thank you so very much! I greatly appreciate your kind words :D

[Dani The Unreviewed]

ok...listen.
you're my sister, 'n i want you here. but if you think leaving is going to make you feel better. then see you on fbook.

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

Well thank you Danny> I have a lot to think about and so many opportunities in my life. I don't really want to throw them away

[ms. barrie]

i commend you for sharing this very personal write on here. i have been there,
many times in regards to family, "friends" etc.
never give up on yourself...just take time to reflect what really makes you happy/at
peace...even if it's just watching cat/pet videos on you tube, for a while.
as far as competition goes: no use in competing with anyone, just know that as long as you
try and never give up your passions, etc, you'll and it will get better...another words, be your own
competition. nothing is stagnant forever. i hope things will work out for you...
x - miss. barrie

[Tessa Danielle Guise]

thank you!

[ms. barrie]

yo;u're very welcome: please never give up writing....it's your soul's therapy. take care :)