Whyyy

Winter's shadows dance before me,
While the lazy sun starts to set,
freezing wind now taking it's grip
and fire tries to warm my hands.

Still in my mind I see your eyes,
Their lifeless stare scaring my mind
Reminding me why you're not here,
You took your life before it's prime.

I had just stopped by to say hey,
Then I held you 'til sirens came
Your blood seemed so cold on my face,
Then suddenly I ran away.

Sprinting quickly into the woods
Nobody knows I held you there,
Later I heard your mother too..
Finding her made you take your life.

A huge part of me went with you,
slipped away like the setting sun
and darkness reigned for quite a time
No warmth anywhere to be found.

Realizing now the fires out,
Shivering alone in the dark,
Your memory finally fades,
But the scar never goes away...