The Dread of YadnomA Story by Adam GartonToday I face Yadnom. I wake to starlight
shining through windows as shadows lick my wounds. My head spins from the drug
induced coma brought on by the toxic mix I chose last night as an escape from
the murderous dread that had settled upon me. I feared then as I do now what
this day brings. 4am is always loud. Every
noise amplified beyond any logical reason. The winds caressing my window
resound with witches unkempt fingernails scraping against the glass. As if the
accosting dread this day brings is not enough to warrant my total fear of
proceeding past my domiciles exit, I now face a sudden onset of paralysis
inducing panic, burdened by the knowledge and understanding that my time runs
short as the grating screams emitting from the witches nails dance on the winds
held at bay by only a thin sheet of glass I tremble. I taste and feel it like
tiny daggers of fear piercing my mouth holding fast my tongue, leaving the
metallic taste of dread in its wake. Of all the things to suffer, of all the
terrors to behold…today I fear the most. A cycle of never ending torment born
from necessity starts as I place my feet upon the floor and rise to face my
torment. Shaking hands and quivering feet do little to stop the endless march
of time catapulting me towards the confrontation that has repeated itself more
times than I can recall. The last two days were precious to me, I will cherish the time we
had. I will remember the gentle touch, your sweet smiles. I’ll cling to them as
I walk through the darkest of valleys. Yadrutas and Yadnus wait for me, wait
for the cycles to pass through the clock ticking death away until we can once
again be together. Hold me in your thoughts and lend me your courage your
strength to face the darkness of Yadnom. For the time has come to confront the
horror held upon the rising sun. Death waits to take its due in the hammering
echo of time ticking away second after murderous second. Here I stand resolute, knowing the boldness I show to be only a
facade hiding the terror and tremors that rack my very soul. With shaking hands
I open the door to face another week of work. © 2014 Adam Garton |
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