Into the rabbit hole

I am the tumor

writhing over and within

Somewhere I cannot get

Weathers change as you uncomfortably sit

Movement shudders encased in bone

I will not let you go

forgot to drown myself

in chemicals

Receding absinthe

Lapsing in orbit

juddering

Perform your autopsy

on my ghost

empty fragments all so hollow

lost the will

While my brain was wired

incessant crawling

shouting to me

burrow in my membrane

how do I say

I've nothing left within