Self medicated blues

Powder and whiskey

Reflections doused in black

I'd uncover my loitering intruders  

Faceless forms escaping the cracks

Fragmented thoughts severe my nerves

my dreams are liquid red

Tears fought to amass 

From thick dark voids I bled

The scalpel shines in gods sunlight

I'm on my knees again

My only gain to abuse a high

Black out until my tremors fade

A noiseless void where I awake

Vibrations in the womb, long lasting doom

Fornicated with demons in my imagination

Fell in love and birthed a butterfly 

Protected it from razor laced rain

A million stems cut, bleed into the earth

My veins disconnected from soil

As I cut them and dragged myself away

The moon looks at me behind the veil of day

I get so lonely I could die