my addictionA Poem by About a girl*I swear guys, i just don't know about myself anymore. -where did the child go, the one in faded photographs?-
while I'm still innocent
my addiction lies within my mind could never try to understand it my mental filth is something that just is, always was I've tried countless times, things to erase it for a while, forever. but it's always temporary. tenporarily fixing me, nothing works. I hate myself, love my insanity because I should love myself apparently and lately thats all i am where did the child go? the happy one in faded photographs, merely a taunt now, a vicious blow to my ego I'm twisted and sick, try to be lovely but im always just lonely why can't anyone help me, I've got an addiction too an addiction to my self hate, the whispers in my head what's happening to me? what HAS happened? I can only spit these words a random jumble of thoughts and worries that keep me awake at night, ceiling burned into my mind I just need help, help me © 2011 About a girl*Author's Note
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Added on September 12, 2011 Last Updated on September 12, 2011 AuthorAbout a girl*MEAboutjustina, im 14. i just want to wrap up in a blanket that can actually keep me warm. more..Writing
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