until i say im sorry

until then, i will never be fine.

every second you

stay with me,

carved into my mind

i wonder how hard you struck

that vein

if your eyes were imagining

mine

 

frequently i wonder

how far away you are

above or below are you

watching me

silently die?

(only cry when im completely alone)

 

but what i think about most is

will i ever see you again

some day in the future?

 

ill never be fine until

i can say

'im sorry'

for not helping you stay

Author's Note

another poem about my friend. its been a little while, only a week or so, but it still hurts. i still think about him every day. anyway.

Reviews

[JustNeedToBeHappy]

This is a beautiful beautiful poem. One of the best I've read on here.