Antiquated Blindness

My demons are hunting me... I promise you i'm not crazy.

Antiquated Blindness

I can't seem to think right for the moment

All I can think about is this girl who is my best friend

I’m pissed because I can't think of anything to write

I vent through what I’m known to do

I can't seem to understand why she’s on my mind

I’m treating myself as if I committed a crime

Why is she there?

I’m tired

I’m annoyed

I feel pitiful

“She can’t love you”

Shut up….

“She will never acknowledge you”

Shut up…….

“She will never feel the same way you do”

Please I said shut up….

“SHE WILL NEVER LOVE YOU”

SHUT UP……

Oh.. my demons are taking over

I think i’m a little crazy?

Maybe i’m just being lazy?

To lazy to fully understand what has come over me?

“You’re a failure”

My memories are conflicting

“You’re alone… always will be”

Ah… someone hold me, because I think God can’t seem to forgive me.

“No one will ever remember you, even her”

I see light

“Fade away”

I can’t…. Not until I see her.

Author's Note

Constructive criticism is always welcomed and I use them as a means to keep pushing myself to get better.